tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-180603082011-04-21T15:35:32.375-07:00Brookehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09823104677925035127noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18060308.post-1129763108654698322005-10-19T15:50:00.000-07:002005-10-19T16:05:08.660-07:00Today was a very long day for me. Abby was up three times last night, absolutely hungry. She must be going through a growth spurt. These several awakenings a night are beginning to take a toll on me. I feel absolutely exhausted! She is so amazing though! I can't even begin to imagine what my life would be like without her. She is crawling all over the place, finding anything she can get her little hands onto. She's even saying "mama"... that just totally makes my heart melt every time I hear her say that!<br /><br />Work was okay today. I'm so frustrated. Everything I do seems to be wrong in my boss' eyes. He tells me to do something, so I do it, then he tells me he didn't want it done. I did spend most of the day trying to organize things though, trying to get to the point where you can actually see the top of the desk! One day at a time...<br /><br />I'm feeling pretty lonely at the moment. I'm trying not to be bitter with Jeff, but somedays it is so incredibly hard not to after what he put Abby and I through. Maybe one day God will bring along an amazing man for the both of us. *Please, Lord*<br /><br />So I have to thank Jeremy for telling me to start this. I actually kind of enjoy it already. I'm able to put my feelings down and if anyone wants to read them and see what's going on in mine and Abby's life, they are free to do so! I will try and keep up on it and put something down every few days.<br /><br />Well I need to sign off for now, Abby will be waking up from her nap soon and I need to start making dinner. I hope you all have a wonderful evening! Love you all:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18060308-112976310865469832?l=brooke4184.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Brookehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09823104677925035127noreply@blogger.com3